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The Collected Poems of
Rupert Brooke
(1915)
Edited for the Web by Bob Blair
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- OH! DEATH will find me, long before I tire
- Of watching you; and swing me suddenly
- Into the shade and loneliness and mire
- Of the last land! There, waiting patiently,
- One day, I think, I'll feel a cool wind blowing,
- See a slow light across the Stygian tide,
- And hear the Dead about me stir, unknowing,
- And tremble. And I shall know that you have died,
- And watch you, a broad-browed and smiling dream,
- Pass, light as ever, through the lightless host,
- Quietly ponder, start, and sway, and gleam -- -
- Most individual and bewildering ghost! -- -
- And turn, and toss your brown delightful head
- Amusedly, among the ancient Dead.
- Rupert Brooke

- I SAID I splendidly loved you; it's not true.
- Such long swift tides stir not a land-locked sea.
- On gods or fools the high risk falls -- - on you -- -
- The clean clear bitter-sweet that's not for me.
- Love soars from earth to ecstasies unwist.
- Love is flung Lucifer-like from Heaven to Hell.
- But -- - there are wanderers in the middle mist,
- Who cry for shadows, clutch, and cannot tell
- Whether they love at all, or, loving, whom:
- An old song's lady, a fool in fancy dress,
- Or phantoms, or their own face on the gloom;
- For love of Love, or from heart's loneliness.
- Pleasure's not theirs, nor pain. They doubt, and sigh,
- And do not love at all. Of these am I.
- Rupert Brooke

- I THINK if you had loved me when I wanted;
- If I'd looked up one day, and seen your eyes,
- And found my wild sick blasphemous prayer granted,
- And your brown face, that's full of pity and wise,
- Flushed suddenly; the white godhead in new fear
- Intolerably so struggling, and so shamed;
- Most holy and far, if you'd come all too near,
- If earth had seen Earth's lordliest wild limbs tamed,
- Shaken, and trapped, and shivering, for my touch -- -
- Myself should I have slain? or that foul you?
- But this the strange gods, who had given so much,
- To have seen and known you, this they might not do.
- One last shame's spared me, one black word's unspoken;
- And I'm alone; and you have not awoken.
- Rupert Brooke

- WHEN the white flame in us is gone,
- And we that lost the world's delight
- Stiffen in darkness, left alone
- To crumble in our separate night;
- When your swift hair is quiet in death,
- And through the lips corruption thrust
- Has stilled the labour of my breath -- -
- When we are dust, when we are dust! -- -
- Not dead, not undesirous yet,
- Still sentient, still unsatisfied,
- We'll ride the air, and shine, and flit,
- Around the places where we died,
- And dance as dust before the sun,
- And light of foot, and unconfined,
- Hurry from road to road, and run
- About the errands of the wind.
- And every mote, on earth or air,
- Will speed and gleam, down later days,
- And like a secret pilgrim fare
- By eager and invisible ways,
- Nor ever rest, nor ever lie,
- Till, beyond thinking, out of view,
- One mote of all the dust that's I
- Shall meet one atom that was you.
- Then in some garden hushed from wind,
- Warm in a sunset's afterglow,
- The lovers in the flowers will find
- A sweet and strange unquiet grow
- Upon the peace; and, past desiring,
- So high a beauty in the air,
- And such a light, and such a quiring,
- And such a radiant ecstasy there,
- They'll know not if it's fire, or dew,
- Or out of earth, or in the height,
- Singing, or flame, or scent, or hue,
- Or two that pass, in light, to light,
- Out of the garden, higher, higher. . . .
- But in that instant they shall learn
- The shattering ecstasy of our fire,
- And the weak passionless hearts will burn
- And faint in that amazing glow,
- Until the darkness close above;
- And they will know -- - poor fools, they'll know! -- -
- One moment, what it is to love.
- Rupert Brooke

- WHEN love has changed to kindliness -- -
- Oh, love, our hungry lips, that press
- So tight that Time's an old god's dream
- Nodding in heaven, and whisper stuff
- Seven million years were not enough
- To think on after, make it seem
- Less than the breath of children playing,
- A blasphemy scarce worth the saying,
- A sorry jest, "When love has grown
- To kindliness -- - to kindliness!" . . .
- And yet -- - the best that either's known
- Will change, and wither, and be less,
- At last, than comfort, or its own
- Remembrance. And when some caress
- Tendered in habit (once a flame
- All heaven sang out to) wakes the shame
- Unworded, in the steady eyes
- We'll have, -- - that day, what shall we do?
- Being so noble, kill the two
- Who've reached their second-best? Being wise,
- Break cleanly off, and get away.
- Follow down other windier skies
- New lures, alone? Or shall we stay,
- Since this is all we've known, content
- In the lean twilight of such day,
- And not remember, not lament?
- That time when all is over, and
- Hand never flinches, brushing hand;
- And blood lies quiet, for all you're near;
- And it's but spoken words we hear,
- Where trumpets sang; when the mere skies
- Are stranger and nobler than your eyes;
- And flesh is flesh, was flame before;
- And infinite hungers leap no more
- In the chance swaying of your dress;
- And love has changed to kindliness.
- Rupert Brooke

- AS THOSE of old drank mummia
- To fire their limbs of lead,
- Making dead kings from Africa
- Stand pandar to their bed;
- Drunk on the dead, and medicined
- With spiced imperial dust,
- In a short night they reeled to find
- Ten centuries of lust.
- So I, from paint, stone, tale, and rhyme,
- Stuffed love's infinity,
- And sucked all lovers of all time
- To rarify ecstasy.
- Helen's the hair shuts out from me
- Verona's livid skies;
- Gypsy the lips I press; and see
- Two Antonys in your eyes.
- The unheard invisible lovely dead
- Lie with us in this place,
- And ghostly hands above my head
- Close face to straining face;
- Their blood is wine along our limbs;
- Their whispering voices wreathe
- Savage forgotten drowsy hymns
- Under the names we breathe;
- Woven from their tomb, and one with it,
- The night wherein we press;
- Their thousand pitchy pyres have lit
- Your flaming nakedness.
- For the uttermost years have cried and clung
- To kiss your mouth to mine;
- And hair long dust was caught, was flung,
- Hand shaken to hand divine,
- And Life has fired, and Death not shaded,
- All Time's uncounted bliss,
- And the height o' the world has flamed and faded,
- Love, that our love be this!
- Rupert Brooke

- IN A cool curving world he lies
- And ripples with dark ecstasies.
- The kind luxurious lapse and steal
- Shapes all his universe to feel
- And know and be; the clinging stream
- Closes his memory, glooms his dream,
- Who lips the roots o' the shore, and glides
- Superb on unreturning tides.
- Those silent waters weave for him
- A fluctuant mutable world and dim,
- Where wavering masses bulge and gape
- Mysterious, and shape to shape
- Dies momently through whorl and hollow,
- And form and line and solid follow
- Solid and line and form to dream
- Fantastic down the eternal stream;
- An obscure world, a shifting world,
- Bulbous, or pulled to thin, or curled,
- Or serpentine, or driving arrows,
- Or serene slidings, or March narrows.
- There slipping wave and shore are one,
- And weed and mud. No ray of sun,
- But glow to glow fades down the deep
- (As dream to unknown dream in sleep);
- Shaken translucency illumes
- The hyaline of drifting glooms;
- The strange soft-handed depth subdues
- Drowned colour there, but black to hues,
- As death to living, decomposes -- -
- Red darkness of the heart of roses,
- Blue brilliant from dead starless skies,
- And gold that lies behind the eyes,
- The unknown unnameable sightless white
- That is the essential flame of night,
- Lustreless purple, hooded green,
- The myriad hues that lie between
- Darkness and darkness! . . .
- And all's one.
- Gentle, embracing, quiet, dun,
- The world he rests in, world he knows,
- Perpetual curving. Only -- - grows
- An eddy in that ordered falling,
- A knowledge from the gloom, a calling
- Weed in the wave, gleam in the mud -- -
- The dark fire leaps along his blood;
- Dateless and deathless, blind and still,
- The intricate impulse works its will;
- His woven world drops back; and he,
- Sans providence, sans memory,
- Unconscious and directly driven,
- Fades to some dank sufficient heaven.
- O world of lips, O world of laughter,
- Where hope is fleet and thought flies after,
- Of lights in the clear night, of cries
- That drift along the wave and rise
- Thin to the glittering stars above,
- You know the hands, the eyes of love!
- The strife of limbs, the sightless clinging,
- The infinite distance, and the singing
- Blown by the wind, a flame of sound,
- The gleam, the flowers, and vast around
- The horizon, and the heights above -- -
- You know the sigh, the song of love!
- But there the night is close, and there
- Darkness is cold and strange and bare;
- And the secret deeps are whisperless;
- And rhythm is all deliciousness;
- And joy is in the throbbing tide,
- Whose intricate fingers beat and glide
- In felt bewildering harmonies
- Of trembling touch; and music is
- The exquisite knocking of the blood.
- Space is no more, under the mud;
- His bliss is older than the sun.
- Silent and straight the waters run.
- The lights, the cries, the willows dim,
- And the dark tide are one with him.
- Rupert Brooke

- HOW can we find? how can we rest? how can
- We, being gods, win joy, or peace, being man?
- We, the gaunt zanies of a witless Fate,
- Who love the unloving and lover hate,
- Forget the moment ere the moment slips,
- Kiss with blind lips that seek beyond the lips,
- Who want, and know not what we want, and cry
- With crooked mouths for Heaven, and throw it by.
- Love's for completeness! No perfection grows
- 'Twixt leg, and arm, elbow, and ear, and nose,
- And joint, and socket; but unsatisfied
- Sprawling desires, shapeless, perverse, denied.
- Finger with finger wreathes; we love, and gape,
- Fantastic shape to mazed fantastic shape,
- Straggling, irregular, perplexed, embossed,
- Grotesquely twined, extravagantly lost
- By crescive paths and strange protuberant ways
- From sanity and from wholeness and from grace.
- How can love triumph, how can solace be,
- Where fever turns toward fever, knee toward knee?
- Could we but fill to harmony, and dwell
- Simple as our thought and as perfectible,
- Rise disentangled from humanity
- Strange whole and new into simplicity,
- Grow to a radiant round love, and bear
- Unfluctuant passion for some perfect sphere,
- Love moon to moon unquestioning, and be
- Like the star Lunisequa, steadfastly
- Following the round clear orb of her delight,
- Patiently ever, through the eternal night!
- Rupert Brooke

- VOICES out of the shade that cried,
- And long noon in the hot calm places,
- And children's play by the wayside,
- And country eyes, and quiet faces -- -
- All these were round my steady paces.
- Those that I could have loved went by me;
- Cool gardened homes slept in the sun;
- I heard the whisper of water nigh me,
- Saw hands that beckoned, shone, were gone
- In the green and gold. And I went on.
- For if my echoing footfall slept,
- Soon a far whispering there'd be
- Of a little lonely wind that crept
- From tree to tree, and distantly
- Followed me, followed me. . . .
- But the blue vaporous end of day
- Brought peace, and pursuit baffled quite,
- Where between pine-woods dipped the way.
- I turned, slipped in and out of sight.
- I trod as quiet as the night.
- The pine-boles kept perpetual hush;
- And in the boughs wind never swirled.
- I found a flowering lowly bush,
- And bowed, slid in, and sighed and curled,
- Hidden at rest from all the world.
- Safe! I was safe, and glad, I knew!
- Yet -- - with cold heart and cold wet brows
- I lay. And the dark fell. . . . There grew
- Meward a sound of shaken boughs;
- And ceased, above my intricate house;
- And silence, silence, silence found me. . . .
- I felt the unfaltering movement creep
- Among the leaves. They shed around me
- Calm clouds of scent, that I did weep;
- And stroked my face. I fell asleep.
- Rupert Brooke

- BREATHLESS, we flung us on the windy hill,
- Laughed in the sun, and kissed the lovely grass.
- You said, "Through glory and ecstasy we pass;
- Wind, sun, and earth remain, the birds sing still,
- When we are old, are old. . . ." "And when we die
- All's over that is ours; and life burns on
- Through other lovers, other lips," said I,
- -- "Heart of my heart, our heaven is now, is won!"
- "We are Earth's best, that learnt her lesson here.
- Life is our cry. We have kept the faith!" we said;
- "We shall go down with unreluctant tread
- Rose-crowned into the darkness!" . . . Proud we were,
- And laughed, that had such brave true things to say.
- -- And then you suddenly cried, and turned away.
- Rupert Brooke

- I DREAMT I was in love again
- With the One Before the Last,
- And smiled to greet the pleasant pain
- Of that innocent young past.
- But I jumped to feel how sharp had been
- The pain when it did live,
- How the faded dreams of Nineteen-ten
- Were Hell in Nineteen-five.
- The boy's woe was as keen and clear,
- The boy's love just as true,
- And the One Before the Last, my dear,
- Hurt quite as much as you.
- * * * * *
- Sickly I pondered how the lover
- Wrongs the unanswering tomb,
- And sentimentalizes over
- What earned a better doom.
- Gently he tombs the poor dim last time,
- Strews pinkish dust above,
- And sighs, "The dear dead boyish pastime!
- But this -- - ah, God! -- - is Love!"
- -- Better oblivion hide dead true loves,
- Better the night enfold,
- Than men, to eke the praise of new loves,
- Should lie about the old!
- * * * * *
- Oh! bitter thoughts I had in plenty.
- But here's the worst of it -- -
- I shall forget, in Nineteen-twenty,
- You ever hurt abit!
- Rupert Brooke

- THE stars, a jolly company,
- I envied, straying late and lonely;
- And cried upon their revelry:
- "O white companionship! You only
- In love, in faith unbroken dwell,
- Friends radiant and inseparable!"
- Light-heart and glad they seemed to me
- And merry comrades (even so
- God out of heaven may laugh to see
- The happy crowds; and never know
- That in his lone obscure distress
- Each walketh in a wilderness).
- But I, remembering, pitied well
- And loved them, who, with lonely light,
- In empty infinite spaces dwell,
- Disconsolate. For, all the night,
- I heard the thin gnat-voices cry,
- Star to faint star, across the sky.
- Rupert Brooke

- HE WAKES, who never thought to wake again,
- Who held the end was Death. He opens eyes
- Slowly, to one long livid oozing plain
- Closed down by the strange eyeless heavens. He lies;
- And waits; and once in timeless sick surmise
- Through the dead air heaves up an unknown hand,
- Like a dry branch. No life is in that land,
- Himself not lives, but is a thing that cries;
- An unmeaning point upon the mud; a speck
- Of moveless horror; an Immortal One
- Cleansed of the world, sentient and dead; a fly
- Fast-stuck in grey sweat on a corpse's neck.
- I thought when love for you died, I should die.
- It's dead. Alone, most strangely, I live on.
- Rupert Brooke

- SWINGS the way still by hollow and hill,
- And all the world's a song;
- "She's far," it sings me, "but fair," it rings me,
- "Quiet," it laughs, "and strong!"
- Oh! spite of the miles and years between us,
- Spite of your chosen part,
- I do remember; and I go
- With laughter in my heart.
- So above the little folk that know not,
- Out of the white hill-town,
- High up I clamber; and I remember;
- And watch the day go down.
- Gold is my heart, and the world's golden,
- And one peak tipped with light;
- And the air lies still about the hill
- With the first fear of night;
- Till mystery down the soundless valley
- Thunders, and dark is here;
- And the wind blows, and the light goes,
- And the night is full of fear,
- And I know, one night, on some far height,
- In the tongue I never knew,
- I yet shall hear the tidings clear
- From them that were friends of you.
- They'll call the news from hill to hill,
- Dark and uncomforted,
- Earth and sky and the winds; and I
- Shall know that you are dead.
- I shall not hear your trentals,
- Nor eat your arval bread;
- For the kin of you will surely do
- Their duty by the dead.
- Their little dull greasy eyes will water;
- They'll paw you, and gulp afresh.
- They'll sniffle and weep, and their thoughts will creep
- Like flies on the cold flesh.
- They will put pence on your grey eyes,
- Bind up your fallen chin,
- And lay you straight, the fools that loved you
- Because they were your kin.
- They will praise all the bad about you,
- And hush the good away,
- And wonder how they'll do without you,
- And then they'll go away.
- But quieter than one sleeping,
- And stranger than of old,
- You will not stir for weeping,
- You will not mind the cold;
- But through the night the lips will laugh not,
- The hands will be in place,
- And at length the hair be lying still
- About the quiet face.
- With snuffle and sniff and handkerchief,
- And dim and decorous mirth,
- With ham and sherry, they'll meet to bury
- The lordliest lass of earth.
- The little dead hearts will tramp ungrieving
- Behind lone-riding you,
- The heart so high, the heart so living,
- Heart that they never knew.
- I shall not hear your trentals,
- Nor eat your arval bread,
- Nor with smug breath tell lies of death
- To the unanswering dead.
- With snuffle and sniff and handkerchief,
- The folk who loved you not
- Will bury you, and go wondering
- Back home. And you will rot.
- But laughing and half-way up to heaven,
- With wind and hill and star,
- I yet shall keep, before I sleep,
- Your Ambarvalia.
- Rupert Brooke

- THERE was a damned successful Poet;
- There was a Woman like the Sun.
- And they were dead. They did not know it.
- They did not know their time was done.
- They did not know his hymns
- Were silence; and her limbs,
- That had served Love so well,
- Dust, and a filthy smell.
- And so one day, as ever of old,
- Hands out, they hurried, knee to knee;
- On fire to cling and kiss and hold
- And, in the other's eyes, to see
- Each his own tiny face,
- And in that long embrace
- Feel lip and breast grow warm
- To breast and lip and arm.
- So knee to knee they sped again,
- And laugh to laugh they ran, I'm told,
- Across the streets of Hell . . .
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And then
- They suddenly felt the wind blow cold,
- And knew, so closely pressed,
- Chill air on lip and breast,
- And, with a sick surprise,
- The emptiness of eyes.
- Rupert Brooke
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