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The Collected Poems of
Rupert Brooke
(1915)
Edited for the Web by Bob Blair
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- HERE, where love's stuff is body, arm and side
- Are stabbing-sweet 'gainst chair and lamp and wall.
- In every touch more intimate meanings hide;
- And flaming brains are the white heart of all.
- Here, million pulses to one centre beat:
- Closed in by men's vast friendliness, alone,
- Two can be drunk with solitude, and meet
- On the sheer point where sense with knowing's one.
- Here the green-purple clanging royal night,
- And the straight lines and silent walls of town,
- And roar, and glare, and dust, and myriad white
- Undying passers, pinnacle and crown
- Intensest heavens between close-lying faces
- By the lamp's airless fierce ecstatic fire;
- And we've found love in little hidden places,
- Under great shades, between the mist and mire.
- Stay! though the woods are quiet, and you've heard
- Night creep along the hedges. Never go
- Where tangled foliage shrouds the crying bird,
- And the remote winds sigh, and waters flow!
- Lest -- - as our words fall dumb on windless noons,
- Or hearts grow hushed and solitary, beneath
- Unheeding stars and unfamiliar moons,
- Or boughs bend over, close and quiet as death, -- -
- Unconscious and unpassionate and still,
- Cloud-like we lean and stare as bright leaves stare,
- And gradually along the stranger hill
- Our unwalled loves thin out on vacuous air,
- And suddenly there's no meaning in our kiss,
- And your lit upward face grows, where we lie,
- Lonelier and dreadfuller than sunlight is,
- And dumb and mad and eyeless like the sky.
- Rupert Brooke

- FOR moveless limbs no pity I crave,
- That never were swift! Still all I prize,
- Laughter and thought and friends, I have;
- No fool to heave luxurious sighs
- For the woods and hills that I never knew.
- The more excellent way's yet mine! And you
- Flower-laden come to the clean white cell,
- And we talk as ever -- - am I not the same?
- With our hearts we love, immutable,
- You without pity, I without shame.
- We talk as of old; as of old you go
- Out under the sky, and laughing, I know,
- Flit through the streets, your heart all me;
- Till you gain the world beyond the town.
- Then -- - I fade from your heart, quietly;
- And your fleet steps quicken. The strong down
- Smiles you welcome there; the woods that love you
- Close lovely and conquering arms above you.
- O ever-moving, O lithe and free!
- Fast in my linen prison I press
- On impassable bars, or emptily
- Laugh in my great loneliness.
- And still in the white neat bed I strive
- Most impotently against that gyve;
- Being less now than a thought, even,
- To you alone with your hills and heaven.
- Rupert Brooke

- I
- HOT through Troy's ruin Menelaus broke
- To Priam's palace, sword in hand, to sate
- On that adulterous whore a ten years' hate
- And a king's honour. Through red death, and smoke,
- And cries, and then by quieter ways he strode,
- Till the still innermost chamber fronted him.
- He swung his sword, and crashed into the dim
- Luxurious bower, flaming like a god.
- High sat white Helen, lonely and serene.
- He had not remembered that she was so fair,
- And that her neck curved down in such a way;
- And he felt tired. He flung the sword away,
- And kissed her feet, and knelt before her there,
- The perfect Knight before the perfect Queen.
- II
- So far the poet. How should he behold
- That journey home, the long connubial years?
- He does not tell you how white Helen bears
- Child on legitimate child, becomes a scold,
- Haggard with virtue. Menelaus bold
- Waxed garrulous, and sacked a hundred Troys
- 'Twixt noon and supper. And her golden voice
- Got shrill as he grew deafer. And both were old.
- Often he wonders why on earth he went
- Troyward, or why poor Paris ever came.
- Oft she weeps, gummy-eyed and impotent;
- Her dry shanks twitch at Paris' mumbled name.
- So Menelaus nagged; and Helen cried;
- And Paris slept on by Scamander side.
- Rupert Brooke

- HOW should I know? The enormous wheels of will
- Drove me cold-eyed on tired and sleepless feet.
- Night was void arms and you a phantom still,
- And day your far light swaying down the street.
- As never fool for love, I starved for you;
- My throat was dry and my eyes hot to see.
- Your mouth so lying was most heaven in view,
- And your remembered smell most agony.
- Love wakens love! I felt your hot wrist shiver
- And suddenly the mad victory I planned
- Flashed real, in your burning bending head. . . .
- My conqueror's blood was cool as a deep river
- In shadow; and my heart beneath your hand
- Quieter than a dead man on a bed.
- Rupert Brooke

- WHEN I see you, who were so wise and cool,
- Gazing with silly sickness on that fool
- You've given your love to, your adoring hands
- Touch his so intimately that each understands,
- I know, most hidden things; and when I know
- Your holiest dreams yield to the stupid bow
- Of his red lips, and that the empty grace
- Of those strong legs and arms, that rosy face,
- Has beaten your heart to such a flame of love,
- That you have given him every touch and move,
- Wrinkle and secret of you, all your life,
- -- Oh! then I know I'm waiting, lover-wife,
- For the great time when love is at a close,
- And all its fruit's to watch the thickening nose
- And sweaty neck and dulling face and eye,
- That are yours, and you, most surely, till you die!
- Day after day you'll sit with him and note
- The greasier tie, the dingy wrinkling coat;
- As prettiness turns to pomp, and strength to fat,
- And love, love, love to habit!
- And after that,
- When all that's fine in man is at an end,
- And you, that loved young life and clean, must tend
- A foul sick fumbling dribbling body and old,
- When his rare lips hang flabby and can't hold
- Slobber, and you're enduring that worst thing,
- Senility's queasy furtive love-making,
- And searching those dear eyes for human meaning,
- Propping the bald and helpless head, and cleaning
- A scrap that life's flung by, and love's forgotten, -- -
- Then you'll be tired; and passion dead and rotten;
- And he'll be dirty, dirty!
- O lithe and free
- And lightfoot, that the poor heart cries to see,
- That's how I'll see your man and you! -- -
- But you
- -- Oh, when that time comes, you'll be dirty too!
- Rupert Brooke
- MY RESTLESS blood now lies a-quiver,
- Knowing that always, exquisitely,
- This April twilight on the river
- Stirs anguish in the heart of me.
- For the fast world in that rare glimmer
- Puts on the witchery of a dream,
- The straight grey buildings, richly dimmer,
- The fiery windows, and the stream
- With willows leaning quietly over,
- The still ecstatic fading skies . . .
- And all these, like a waiting lover,
- Murmur and gleam, lift lustrous eyes,
- Drift close to me, and sideways bending
- Whisper delicious words.
- But I
- Stretch terrible hands, uncomprehending,
- Shaken with love; and laugh; and cry.
- My agony made the willows quiver;
- I heard the knocking of my heart
- Die loudly down the windless river,
- I heard the pale skies fall apart,
- And the shrill stars' unmeaning laughter,
- And my voice with the vocal trees
- Weeping. And Hatred followed after,
- Shrilling madly down the breeze.
- In peace from the wild heart of clamour,
- A flower in moonlight, she was there,
- Was rippling down white ways of glamour
- Quietly laid on wave and air.
- Her passing left no leaf a-quiver.
- Pale flowers wreathed her white, white brows.
- Her feet were silence on the river;
- And "Hush!" she said, between the boughs.
- Rupert Brooke

- IN DARKNESS the loud sea makes moan;
- And earth is shaken, and all evils creep
- About her ways.
- Oh, now to know you sleep!
- Out of the whirling blinding moil, alone,
- Out of the slow grim fight,
- One thought to wing -- - to you, asleep,
- In some cool room that's open to the night
- Lying half-forward, breathing quietly,
- One white hand on the white
- Unrumpled sheet, and the ever-moving hair
- Quiet and still at length! . . .
- Your magic and your beauty and your strength,
- Like hills at noon or sunlight on a tree,
- Sleeping prevail in earth and air.
- In the sweet gloom above the brown and white
- Night benedictions hover; and the winds of night
- Move gently round the room, and watch you there.
- And through the dreadful hours
- The trees and waters and the hills have kept
- The sacred vigil while you slept,
- And lay a way of dew and flowers
- Where your feet, your morning feet, shall tread.
- And still the darkness ebbs about your bed.
- Quiet, and strange, and loving-kind, you sleep.
- And holy joy about the earth is shed;
- And holiness upon the deep.
- Rupert Brooke

- FROM the candles and dumb shadows,
- And the house where love had died,
- I stole to the vast moonlight
- And the whispering life outside.
- But I found no lips of comfort,
- No home in the moon's light
- (I, little and lone and frightened
- In the unfriendly night),
- And no meaning in the voices. . . .
- Far over the lands and through
- The dark, beyond the ocean,
- I willed to think of you!
- For I knew, had you been with me
- I'd have known the words of night,
- Found peace of heart, gone gladly
- In comfort of that light.
- Oh! the wind with soft beguiling
- Would have stolen my thought away;
- And the night, subtly smiling,
- Came by the silver way;
- And the moon came down and danced to me,
- And her robe was white and flying;
- And trees bent their heads to me
- Mysteriously crying;
- And dead voices wept around me;
- And dead soft fingers thrilled;
- And the little gods whispered. . . .
- But ever
- Desperately I willed;
- Till all grew soft and far
- And silent . . .
- And suddenly
- I found you white and radiant,
- Sleeping quietly,
- Far out through the tides of darkness.
- And I there in that great light
- Was alone no more, nor fearful;
- For there, in the homely night,
- Was no thought else that mattered,
- And nothing else was true,
- But the white fire of moonlight,
- And a white dream of you.
- Rupert Brooke

- "OH! LOVE," they said, "is King of Kings,
- And Triumph is his crown.
- Earth fades in flame before his wings,
- And Sun and Moon bow down." -- -
- But that, I knew, would never do;
- And Heaven is all too high.
- So whenever I meet a Queen, I said,
- I will not catch her eye.
- "Oh! Love," they said, and "Love," they said,
- "The gift of Love is this;
- A crown of thorns about thy head,
- And vinegar to thy kiss!" -- -
- But Tragedy is not for me;
- And I'm content to be gay.
- So whenever I spied a Tragic Lady,
- I went another way.
- And so I never feared to see
- You wander down the street,
- Or come across the fields to me
- On ordinary feet.
- For what they'd never told me of,
- And what I never knew;
- It was that all the time, my love,
- Love would be merely you.
- Rupert Brooke

- SAFE in the magic of my woods
- I lay, and watched the dying light.
- Faint in the pale high solitudes,
- And washed with rain and veiled by night,
- Silver and blue and green were showing.
- And the dark woods grew darker still;
- And birds were hushed; and peace was growing;
- And quietness crept up the hill;
- And no wind was blowing
- And I knew
- That this was the hour of knowing,
- And the night and the woods and you
- Were one together, and I should find
- Soon in the silence the hidden key
- Of all that had hurt and puzzled me -- -
- Why you were you, and the night was kind,
- And the woods were part of the heart of me.
- And there I waited breathlessly,
- Alone; and slowly the holy three,
- The three that I loved, together grew
- One, in the hour of knowing,
- Night, and the woods, and you -- ---
- And suddenly
- There was an uproar in my woods,
- The noise of a fool in mock distress,
- Crashing and laughing and blindly going,
- Of ignorant feet and a swishing dress,
- And a Voice profaning the solitudes.
- The spell was broken, the key denied me
- And at length your flat clear voice beside me
- Mouthed cheerful clear flat platitudes.
- You came and quacked beside me in the wood.
- You said, "The view from here is very good!"
- You said, "It's nice to be alone a bit!"
- And, "How the days are drawing out!" you said.
- You said, "The sunset's pretty, isn't it?"
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- By God! I wish -- - I wish that you were dead!
- Rupert Brooke

- WHEN you were there, and you, and you,
- Happiness crowned the night; I too,
- Laughing and looking, one of all,
- I watched the quivering lamplight fall
- On plate and flowers and pouring tea
- And cup and cloth; and they and we
- Flung all the dancing moments by
- With jest and glitter. Lip and eye
- Flashed on the glory, shone and cried,
- Improvident, unmemoried;
- And fitfully and like a flame
- The light of laughter went and came.
- Proud in their careless transience moved
- The changing faces that I loved.
- Till suddenly, and otherwhence,
- I looked upon your innocence.
- For lifted clear and still and strange
- From the dark woven flow of change
- Under a vast and starless sky
- I saw the immortal moment lie.
- One instant I, an instant, knew
- As God knows all. And it and you
- I, above Time, oh, blind! could see
- In witless immortality.
- I saw the marble cup; the tea,
- Hung on the air, an amber stream;
- I saw the fire's unglittering gleam,
- The painted flame, the frozen smoke.
- No more the flooding lamplight broke
- On flying eyes and lips and hair;
- But lay, but slept unbroken there,
- On stiller flesh, and body breathless,
- And lips and laughter stayed and deathless,
- And words on which no silence grew.
- Light was more alive than you.
- For suddenly, and otherwhence,
- I looked on your magnificence.
- I saw the stillness and the light,
- And you, august, immortal, white,
- Holy and strange; and every glint
- Posture and jest and thought and tint
- Freed from the mask of transiency,
- Triumphant in eternity,
- Immote, immortal.
- Dazed at length
- Human eyes grew, mortal strength
- Wearied; and Time began to creep.
- Change closed about me like a sleep.
- Light glinted on the eyes I loved.
- The cup was filled. The bodies moved.
- The drifting petal came to ground.
- The laughter chimed its perfect round.
- The broken syllable was ended.
- And I, so certain and so friended,
- How could I cloud, or how distress,
- The heaven of your unconsciousness?
- Or shake at Time's sufficient spell,
- Stammering of lights unutterable?
- The eternal holiness of you,
- The timeless end, you never knew,
- The peace that lay, the light that shone.
- You never knew that I had gone
- A million miles away, and stayed
- A million years. The laughter played
- Unbroken round me; and the jest
- Flashed on. And we that knew the best
- Down wonderful hours grew happier yet.
- I sang at heart, and talked, and eat,
- And lived from laugh to laugh, I too,
- When you were there, and you, and you.
- Rupert Brooke

- IN A flowered dell the Lady Venus stood,
- Amazed with sorrow. Down the morning one
- Far golden horn in the gold of trees and sun
- Rang out; and held; and died. . . . She thought the wood
- Grew quieter. Wing, and leaf, and pool of light
- Forgot to dance. Dumb lay the unfalling stream;
- Life one eternal instant rose in dream
- Clear out of time, poised on a golden height. . . .
- Till a swift terror broke the abrupt hour.
- The gold waves purled amidst the green above her;
- And a bird sang. With one sharp-taken breath,
- By sunlit branches and unshaken flower,
- The immortal limbs flashed to the human lover,
- And the immortal eyes to look on death.
- Rupert Brooke

- THE damned ship lurched and slithered. Quiet and quick
- My cold gorge rose; the long sea rolled; I knew
- I must think hard of something, or be sick;
- And could think hard of only one thing -- - you!
- You, you alone could hold my fancy ever!
- And with you memories come, sharp pain, and dole.
- Now there's a choice -- - heartache or tortured liver!
- A sea-sick body, or a you-sick soul!
- Do I forget you? Retchings twist and tie me,
- Old meat, good meals, brown gobbets, up I throw.
- Do I remember? Acrid return and slimy,
- The sobs and slobber of a last years woe.
- And still the sick ship rolls. 'Tis hard, I tell ye,
- To choose 'twixt love and nausea, heart and belly.
- Rupert Brooke

- ALL night the ways of Heaven were desolate,
- Long roads across a gleaming empty sky.
- Outcast and doomed and driven, you and I,
- Alone, serene beyond all love or hate,
- Terror or triumph, were content to wait,
- We, silent and all-knowing. Suddenly
- Swept through the heaven low-crouching from on high,
- One horseman, downward to the earth's low gate.
- Oh, perfect from the ultimate height of living,
- Lightly we turned, through wet woods blossom-hung,
- Into the open. Down the supernal roads,
- With plumes a-tossing, purple flags far flung,
- Rank upon rank, unbridled, unforgiving,
- Thundered the black battalions of the Gods.
- Rupert Brooke

- THROUGH my heart's palace Thoughts unnumbered throng;
- And there, most quiet and, as a child, most wise,
- High-throned you sit, and gracious. All day long
- Great Hopes gold-armoured, jester Fantasies,
- And pilgrim Dreams, and little beggar Sighs,
- Bow to your benediction, go their way.
- And the grave jewelled courtier Memories
- Worship and love and tend you, all the day.
- But when I sleep, and all my thoughts go straying,
- When the high session of the day is ended,
- And darkness comes; then, with the waning light,
- By lilied maidens on your way attended,
- Proud from the wonted throne, superbly swaying,
- You, like a queen, pass out into the night.
- Rupert Brooke
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