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The Collected Poems of
Rupert Brooke
(1915)
Edited for the Web by Bob Blair
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- NOW that we've done our best and worst, and parted,
- I would fill my mind with thoughts that will not rend.
- (O heart, I do not dare go empty-hearted)
- I'll think of Love in books, Love without end;
- Women with child, content; and old men sleeping;
- And wet strong ploughlands, scarred for certain grain;
- And babes that weep, and so forget their weeping;
- And the young heavens, forgetful after rain;
- And evening hush, broken by homing wings;
- And Song's nobility, and Wisdom holy,
- That live, we dead. I would think of a thousand things,
- Lovely and durable, and taste them slowly,
- One after one, like tasting a sweet food.
- I have need to busy my heart with quietude.
- Rupert Brooke

- LOVE is a breach in the walls, a broken gate,
- Where that comes in that shall not go again;
- Love sells the proud heart's citadel to Fate.
- They have known shame, who love unloved. Even then,
- When two mouths, thirsty each for each, find slaking,
- And agony's forgot, and hushed the crying
- Of credulous hearts, in heaven -- - such are but taking
- Their own poor dreams within their arms, and lying
- Each in his lonely night, each with a ghost.
- Some share that night. But they know love grows colder,
- Grows false and dull, that was sweet lies at most.
- Astonishment is no more in hand or shoulder,
- But darkens, and dies out from kiss to kiss.
- All this is love; and all love is but this.
- Rupert Brooke

- HEART, you are restless as a paper scrap
- That's tossed down dusty pavements by the wind;
- Saying, "She is most wise, patient and kind.
- Between the small hands folded in her lap
- Surely a shamed head may bow down at length,
- And find forgiveness where the shadows stir
- About her lips, and wisdom in her strength,
- Peace in her peace. Come to her, come to her!" . . .
- She will not care. She'll smile to see me come,
- So that I think all Heaven in flower to fold me.
- She'll give me all I ask, kiss me and hold me,
- And open wide upon that holy air
- The gates of peace, and take my tiredness home,
- Kinder than God. But, heart, she will not care.
- Rupert Brooke

- YOUR hands, my dear, adorable,
- Your lips of tenderness
- -- Oh, I've loved you faithfully and well,
- Three years, or a bit less.
- It wasn't a success.
- Thank God, that's done! and I'll take the road,
- Quit of my youth and you,
- The Roman road to Wendover
- By Tring and Lilley Hoo,
- As a free man may do.
- For youth goes over, the joys that fly,
- The tears that follow fast;
- And the dirtiest things we do must lie
- Forgotten at the last;
- Even Love goes past.
- What's left behind I shall not find,
- The splendour and the pain;
- The splash of sun, the shouting wind,
- And the brave sting of rain,
- I may not meet again.
- But the years, that take the best away,
- Give something in the end;
- And a better friend than love have they,
- For none to mar or mend,
- That have themselves to friend.
- I shall desire and I shall find
- The best of my desires;
- The autumn road, the mellow wind
- That soothes the darkening shires.
- And laughter, and inn-fires.
- White mist about the black hedgerows,
- The slumbering Midland plain,
- The silence where the clover grows,
- And the dead leaves in the lane,
- Certainly, these remain.
- And I shall find some girl perhaps,
- And a better one than you,
- With eyes as wise, but kindlier,
- And lips as soft, but true.
- And I daresay she will do.
- Rupert Brooke

- I CAME back late and tired last night
- Into my little room,
- To the long chair and the firelight
- And comfortable gloom.
- But as I entered softly in
- I saw a woman there,
- The line of neck and cheek and chin,
- The darkness of her hair,
- The form of one I did not know
- Sitting in my chair.
- I stood a moment fierce and still,
- Watching her neck and hair.
- I made a step to her; and saw
- That there was no one there.
- It was some trick of the firelight
- That made me see her there.
- It was a chance of shade and light
- And the cushion in the chair.
- Oh, all you happy over the earth,
- That night, how could I sleep?
- I lay and watched the lonely gloom;
- And watched the moonlight creep
- From wall to basin, round the room,
- All night I could not sleep.
- Rupert Brooke

- HANDS and lit faces eddy to a line;
- The dazed last minutes click; the clamour dies.
- Beyond the great-swung arc o' the roof, divine,
- Night, smoky-scarv'd, with thousand coloured eyes
- Glares the imperious mystery of the way.
- Thirsty for dark, you feel the long-limbed train
- Throb, stretch, thrill motion, slide, pull out and sway,
- Strain for the far, pause, draw to strength again. . . .
- As a man, caught by some great hour, will rise,
- Slow-limbed, to meet the light or find his love;
- And, breathing long, with staring sightless eyes,
- Hands out, head back, agape and silent, move
- Sure as a flood, smooth as a vast wind blowing;
- And, gathering power and purpose as he goes,
- Unstumbling, unreluctant, strong, unknowing,
- Borne by a will not his, that lifts, that grows,
- Sweep out to darkness, triumphing in his goal,
- Out of the fire, out of the little room. . . .
- -- There is an end appointed, O my soul!
- Crimson and green the signals burn; the gloom
- Is hung with steam's far-blowing livid streamers.
- Lost into God, as lights in light, we fly,
- Grown one with will, end-drunken huddled dreamers.
- The white lights roar. The sounds of the world die.
- And lips and laughter are forgotten things.
- Speed sharpens; grows. Into the night, and on,
- The strength and splendour of our purpose swings.
- The lamps fade; and the stars. We are alone.
- Rupert Brooke

- ALL suddenly the wind comes soft,
- And Spring is here again;
- And the hawthorn quickens with buds of green,
- And my heart with buds of pain.
- My heart all Winter lay so numb,
- The earth so dead and frore,
- That I never thought the Spring would come,
- Or my heart wake any more.
- But Winter's broken and earth has woken,
- And the small birds cry again;
- And the hawthorn hedge puts forth its buds,
- And my heart puts forth its pain.
- Rupert Brooke
- WHEN Beauty and Beauty meet
- All naked, fair to fair,
- The earth is crying-sweet,
- And scattering-bright the air,
- Eddying, dizzying, closing round,
- With soft and drunken laughter;
- Veiling all that may befall
- After -- - after -- -
- Where Beauty and Beauty met,
- Earth's still a-tremble there,
- And winds are scented yet,
- And memory-soft the air,
- Bosoming, folding glints of light,
- And shreds of shadowy laughter;
- Not the tears that fill the years
- After -- - after -- -
- Rupert Brooke
- THE way that lovers use is this;
- They bow, catch hands, with never a word,
- And their lips meet, and they do kiss,
- -- - So I have heard.
- They queerly find some healing so,
- And strange attainment in the touch;
- There is a secret lovers know,
- -- - I have read as much.
- And theirs no longer joy nor smart,
- Changing or ending, night or day;
- But mouth to mouth, and heart on heart,
- -- - So lovers say.
- Rupert Brooke

- YOUNG Mary, loitering once her garden way,
- Felt a warm splendour grow in the April day,
- As wine that blushes water through. And soon,
- Out of the gold air of the afternoon,
- One knelt before her: hair he had, or fire,
- Bound back above his ears with golden wire,
- Baring the eager marble of his face.
- Not man's nor woman's was the immortal grace
- Rounding the limbs beneath that robe of white,
- And lighting the proud eyes with changeless light,
- Incurious. Calm as his wings, and fair,
- That presence filled the garden.
-
She stood there,
- Saying, "What would you, Sir?"
-
He told his word,
- "Blessed art thou of women!" Half she heard,
- Hands folded and face bowed, half long had known,
- The message of that clear and holy tone,
- That fluttered hot sweet sobs about her heart;
- Such serene tidings moved such human smart.
- Her breath came quick as little flakes of snow.
- Her hands crept up her breast. She did but know
- It was not hers. She felt a trembling stir
- Within her body, a will too strong for her
- That held and filled and mastered all. With eyes
- Closed, and a thousand soft short broken sighs,
- She gave submission; fearful, meek, and glad. . . .
- She wished to speak. Under her breasts she had
- Such multitudinous burnings, to and fro,
- And throbs not understood; she did not know
- If they were hurt or joy for her; but only
- That she was grown strange to herself, half lonely,
- All wonderful, filled full of pains to come
- And thoughts she dare not think, swift thoughts and dumb,
- Human, and quaint, her own, yet very far,
- Divine, dear, terrible, familiar . . .
- Her heart was faint for telling; to relate
- Her limbs' sweet treachery, her strange high estate,
- Over and over, whispering, half revealing,
- Weeping; and so find kindness to her healing.
- 'Twixt tears and laughter, panic hurrying her,
- She raised her eyes to that fair messenger.
- He knelt unmoved, immortal; with his eyes
- Gazing beyond her, calm to the calm skies;
- Radiant, untroubled in his wisdom, kind.
- His sheaf of lilies stirred not in the wind.
- How should she, pitiful with mortality,
- Try the wide peace of that felicity
- With ripples of her perplexed shaken heart,
- And hints of human ecstasy, human smart,
- And whispers of the lonely weight she bore,
- And how her womb within was hers no more
- And at length hers?
- Being tired, she bowed her head;
- And said, "So be it!"
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The great wings were spread
- Showering glory on the fields, and fire.
- The whole air, singing, bore him up, and higher,
- Unswerving, unreluctant. Soon he shone
- A gold speck in the gold skies; then was gone.
- The air was colder, and grey. She stood alone.
Rupert Brooke

- THE day that youth had died,
- There came to his grave-side,
- In decent mourning, from the country's ends,
- Those scatter'd friends
- Who had lived the boon companions of his prime,
- And laughed with him and sung with him and wasted,
- In feast and wine and many-crown'd carouse,
- The days and nights and dawnings of the time
- When youth kept open house,
- Nor left untasted
- Aught of his high emprise and ventures dear,
- No quest of his unshar'd -- -
- All these, with loitering feet and sad head bar'd,
- Followed their old friend's bier.
- Folly went first,
- With muffled bells and coxcomb still revers'd;
- And after trod the bearers, hat in hand -- -
- Laughter, most hoarse, and Captain Pride with tanned
- And martial face all grim, and fussy Joy,
- Who had to catch a train, and Lust, poor, snivelling boy;
- These bore the dear departed.
- Behind them, broken-hearted,
- Came Grief, so noisy a widow, that all said,
- "Had he but wed
- Her elder sister Sorrow, in her stead!"
- And by her, trying to soothe her all the time,
- The fatherless children, Colour, Tune,, and Rhyme
- (The sweet lad Rhyme), ran all-uncomprehending.
- Then, at the way's sad ending,
- Round the raw grave they stay'd. Old Wisdom read,
- In mumbling tone, the Service for the Dead.
- There stood Romance,
- The furrowing tears had mark'd her rouged cheek;
- Poor old Conceit, his wonder unassuaged;
- Dead Innocency's daughter, Ignorance;
- And shabby, ill-dress'd Generosity;
- And Argument, too full of woe to speak;
- Passion, grown portly, something middle-aged;
- And Friendship -- - not a minute older, she;
- Impatience, ever taking out his watch;
- Faith, who was deaf, and had to lean, to catch
- Old Wisdom's endless drone.
- Beauty was there,
- Pale in her black; dry-eyed; she stood alone.
- Poor maz'd Imagination; Fancy wild;
- Ardour, the sunlight on his greying hair;
- Contentment, who had known Youth as a child
- And never seen him since. And Spring came too,
- Dancing over the tombs, and brought him flowers -- -
- She did not stay for long.
- And Truth, and Grace, and all the merry crew,
- The laughing Winds and Rivers, and lithe Hours;
- And Hope, the dewy-eyed; and sorrowing Song; -- -
- Yes, with much woe and mourning general,
- At dead Youth's funeral,
- Even these were met once more together, all,
- Who erst the fair and living Youth did know;
- All, except only Love. Love had died long ago.
- Rupert Brooke

(Cafe des Westens, Berlin, May 1912)
- JUST now the lilac is in bloom,
- All before my little room;
- And in my flower-beds, I think,
- Smile the carnation and the pink;
- And down the borders, well I know,
- The poppy and the pansy blow . . .
- Oh! there the chestnuts, summer through,
- Beside the river make for you
- A tunnel of green gloom, and sleep
- Deeply above; and green and deep
- The stream mysterious glides beneath,
- Green as a dream and deep as death.
- -- Oh, damn! I know it! and I know
- How the May fields all golden show,
- And when the day is young and sweet,
- Gild gloriously the bare feet
- That run to bathe . . .
-   `Du lieber Gott!'
- Here am I, sweating, sick, and hot,
- And there the shadowed waters fresh
- Lean up to embrace the naked flesh.
- Temperamentvoll German Jews
- Drink beer around; -- - and there the dews
- Are soft beneath a morn of gold.
- Here tulips bloom as they are told;
- Unkempt about those hedges blows
- An English unofficial rose;
- And there the unregulated sun
- Slopes down to rest when day is done,
- And wakes a vague unpunctual star,
- A slippered Hesper; and there are
- Meads towards Haslingfield and Coton
- Where das Betreten's not verboten.
- Uítu gunoímen . . . would I were
- In Grantchester, in Grantchester! -- -
- Some, it may be, can get in touch
- With Nature there, or Earth, or such.
- And clever modern men have seen
- A Faun a-peeping through the green,
- And felt the Classics were not dead,
- To glimpse a Naiad's reedy head,
- Or hear the Goat-foot piping low: . . .
- But these are things I do not know.
- I only know that you may lie
- Day long and watch the Cambridge sky,
- And, flower-lulled in sleepy grass,
- Hear the cool lapse of hours pass,
- Until the centuries blend and blur
- In Grantchester, in Grantchester. . . .
- Still in the dawnlit waters cool
- His ghostly Lordship swims his pool,
- And tries the strokes, essays the tricks,
- Long learnt on Hellespont, or Styx.
- Dan Chaucer hears his river still
- Chatter beneath a phantom mill.
- Tennyson notes, with studious eye,
- How Cambridge waters hurry by . . .
- And in that garden, black and white,
- Creep whispers through the grass all night;
- And spectral dance, before the dawn,
- A hundred Vicars down the lawn;
- Curates, long dust, will come and go
- On lissom, clerical, printless toe;
- And oft between the boughs is seen
- The sly shade of a Rural Dean . . .
- Till, at a shiver in the skies,
- Vanishing with Satanic cries,
- The prim ecclesiastic rout
- Leaves but a startled sleeper-out,
- Grey heavens, the first bird's drowsy calls,
- The falling house that never falls.
- God! I will pack, and take a train,
- And get me to England once again!
- For England's the one land, I know,
- Where men with Splendid Hearts may go;
- And Cambridgeshire, of all England,
- The shire for Men who Understand;
- And of that district I prefer
- The lovely hamlet Grantchester.
- For Cambridge people rarely smile,
- Being urban, squat, and packed with guile;
- And Royston men in the far South
- Are black and fierce and strange of mouth;
- At Over they fling oaths at one,
- And worse than oaths at Trumpington,
- And Ditton girls are mean and dirty,
- And there's none in Harston under thirty,
- And folks in Shelford and those parts
- Have twisted lips and twisted hearts,
- And Barton men make Cockney rhymes,
- And Coton's full of nameless crimes,
- And things are done you'd not believe
- At Madingley on Christmas Eve.
- Strong men have run for miles and miles,
- When one from Cherry Hinton smiles;
- Strong men have blanched, and shot their wives,
- Rather than send them to St. Ives;
- Strong men have cried like babes, bydam,
- To hear what happened at Babraham.
- But Grantchester! ah, Grantchester!
- There's peace and holy quiet there,
- Great clouds along pacific skies,
- And men and women with straight eyes,
- Lithe children lovelier than a dream,
- A bosky wood, a slumbrous stream,
- And little kindly winds that creep
- Round twilight corners, half asleep.
- In Grantchester their skins are white;
- They bathe by day, they bathe by night;
- The women there do all they ought;
- The men observe the Rules of Thought.
- They love the Good; they worship Truth;
- They laugh uproariously in youth;
- (And when they get to feeling old,
- They up and shoot themselves, I'm told) . . .
- Ah God! to see the branches stir
- Across the moon at Grantchester!
- To smell the thrilling-sweet and rotten
- Unforgettable, unforgotten
- River-smell, and hear the breeze
- Sobbing in the little trees.
- Say, do the elm-clumps greatly stand
- Still guardians of that holy land?
- The chestnuts shade, in reverend dream,
- The yet unacademic stream?
- Is dawn a secret shy and cold
- Anadyomene, silver-gold?
- And sunset still a golden sea
- From Haslingfield to Madingley?
- And after, ere the night is born,
- Do hares come out about the corn?
- Oh, is the water sweet and cool,
- Gentle and brown, above the pool?
- And laughs the immortal river still
- Under the mill, under the mill?
- Say, is there Beauty yet to find?
- And Certainty? and Quiet kind?
- Deep meadows yet, for to forget
- The lies, and truths, and pain? . . . oh! yet
- Stands the Church clock at ten to three?
- And is there honey still for tea?
- Rupert Brooke
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