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I
- REG wished me to go with him to the field,
- I paused because I did not want to go;
- But in her quiet way she made me yield
- Reluctantly, for she was breathing low.
- Her hand she slowly lifted from her lap
- And, smiling sadly in the old sweet way,
- She pointed to the nail where hung my cap.
- Her eyes said: I shall last another day.
- But scarcely had we reached the distant place,
- When o'er the hills we heard a faint bell ringing;
- A boy came running up with frightened face;
- We knew the fatal news that he was bringing.
- I heard him listlessly, without a moan,
- Although the only one I loved was gone.
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II
- The dawn departs, the morning is begun,
- The trades come whispering from off the seas,
- The fields of corn are golden in the sun,
- The dark-brown tassels fluttering in the breeze;
- The bell is sounding and the children pass,
- Frog-leaping, skipping, shouting, laughing shrill,
- Down the red road, over the pasture-grass,
- Up to the school-house crumbling on the hill.
- The older folk are at their peaceful toil,
- Some pulling up the weeds, some plucking corn,
- And others breaking up the sun-baked soil.
- Float, faintly-scented breeze, at early morn
- Over the earth where mortals sow and reap--
- Beneath its breast my mother lies asleep.
- Claude McKay
- I WOULD be wandering in distant fields
- Where man, and bird, and beast, lives leisurely,
- And the old earth is kind, and ever yields
- Her goodly gifts to all her children free;
- Where life is fairer, lighter, less demanding,
- And boys and girls have time and space for play
- Before they come to years of understanding--
- Somewhere I would be singing, far away.
- For life is greater than the thousand wars
- Men wage for it in their insatiate lust,
- And will remain like the eternal stars,
- When all that shines to-day is drift and dust
- But I am bound with you in your mean graves,
- O black men, simple slaves of ruthless slaves.
- Claude McKay
- LAST night I heard your voice, mother,
- The words you sang to me
- When I, a little barefoot boy,
- Knelt down against your knee.
- And tears gushed from my heart, mother,
- And passed beyond its wall,
- But though the fountain reached my throat
- The drops refused to fall.
- 'Tis ten years since you died, mother,
- Just ten dark years of pain,
- And oh, I only wish that I
- Could weep just once again.
- Claude McKay
- NOW the dead past seems vividly alive,
- And in this shining moment I can trace,
- Down through the vista of the vanished years,
- Your faun-like form, your fond elusive race.
- And suddenly some secret spring's released,
- And unawares a riddle is revealed,
- And I can read like large, black-lettered print,
- What seemed before a thing forever sealed.
- I know the magic word, the graceful thought,
- The song that fills me in my lucid hours,
- The spirit's wine that thrills my body through,
- And makes me music-drunk, are yours, all yours.
- I cannot praise, for you have passed from praise,
- I have no tinted thoughts to paint you true;
- But I can feel and I can write the word;
- The best of me is but the least of you.
- Claude McKay
- WHEN I have passed away and am forgotten,
- And no one living can recall my face,
- When under alien sod my bones lie rotten
- With not a tree or stone to mark the place;
- Perchance a pensive youth, with passion burning,
- For olden verse that smacks of love and wine,
- The musty pages of old volumes turning,
- May light upon a little song of mine,
- And he may softly hum the tune and wonder
- Who wrote the verses in the long ago;
- Or he may sit him down awhile to ponder
- Upon the simple words that touch him so.
- Claude McKay
- OH when I think of my long-suffering race,
- For weary centuries despised, oppressed,
- Enslaved and lynched, denied a human place
- In the great life line of the Christian West;
- And in the Black Land disinherited,
- Robbed in the ancient country of its birth,
- My heart grows sick with hate, becomes as lead,
- For this my race that has no home on earth.
- Then from the dark depths of my soul I cry
- To the avenging angel to consume
- The white man's world of wonders utterly:
- Let it be swallowed up in earth's vast womb,
- Or upward roll as sacrificial smoke
- To liberate my people from its yoke!
- Claude McKay
- I SHALL return again; I shall return
- To laugh and love and watch with wonder-eyes
- At golden noon the forest fires burn,
- Wafting their blue-black smoke to sapphire skies.
- I shall return to loiter by the streams
- That bathe the brown blades of the bending grasses,
- And realize once more my thousand dreams
- Of waters rushing down the mountain passes.
- I shall return to hear the fiddle and fife
- Of village dances, dear delicious tunes
- That stir the hidden depths of native life,
- Stray melodies of dim remembered runes.
- I shall return, I shall return again,
- To ease my mind of long, long years of pain.
- Claude McKay
- AT night the wide and level stretch of wold,
- Which at high noon had basked in quiet gold,
- Far as the eye could see was ghostly white;
- Dark was the night save for the snow's weird light.
- I drew the shades far down, crept into bed;
- Hearing the cold wind moaning overhead
- Through the sad pines, my soul, catching its pain,
- Went sorrowing with it across the plain.
- At dawn, behold! the pall of night was gone,
- Save where a few shrubs melancholy, lone,
- Detained a fragile shadow. Golden-lipped
- The laughing grasses heaven's sweet wine sipped.
- The sun rose smiling o'er the river's breast,
- And my soul, by his happy spirit blest,
- Soared like a bird to greet him in the sky,
- And drew out of his heart Eternity.
- Claude McKay
- THE sun sought thy dim bed and brought forth light,
- The sciences were sucklings at thy breast;
- When all the world was young in pregnant night
- Thy slaves toiled at thy monumental best.
- Thou ancient treasure-land, thou modern prize,
- New peoples marvel at thy pyramids!
- The years roll on, thy sphinx of riddle eyes
- Watches the mad world with immobile lids.
- The Hebrews humbled them at Pharaoh's name.
- Cradle of Power! Yet all things were in vain!
- Honor and Glory, Arrogance and Fame!
- They went. The darkness swallowed thee again.
- Thou art the harlot, now thy time is done,
- Of all the mighty nations of the sun.
- Claude McKay
- HERE, passing lonely down this quiet lane,
- Before a mud-splashed window long I pause
- To gaze and gaze, while through my active brain
- Still thoughts are stirred to wakefulness; because
- Long, long ago in a dim unknown land,
- A massive forest-tree, ax-felled, adze-hewn,
- Was deftly done by cunning mortal hand
- Into a symbol of the tender moon.
- Why does it thrill more than the handsome boat
- That bore me o'er the wild Atlantic ways,
- And fill me with rare sense of things remote
- From this harsh land of fretful nights and days?
- I cannot answer but, whate'er it be,
- An old wine has intoxicated me.
- Claude McKay
- SWEET life! how lovely to be here
- And feel the soft sea-laden breeze
- Strike my flushed face, the spruce's fair
- Free limbs to see, the lesser trees'
- Bare hands to touch, the sparrow's cheep
- To heed, and watch his nimble flight
- Above the short brown grass asleep.
- Love glorious in his friendly might,
- Music that every heart could bless,
- And thoughts of life serene, divine,
- Beyond my power to express,
- Crowd round this lifted heart of mine!
- But oh! to leave this paradise
- For the city's dirty basement room,
- Where, beauty hidden from the eyes,
- A table, bed, bureau, and broom
- In corner set, two crippled chairs
- All covered up with dust and grim
- With hideousness and scars of years,
- And gaslight burning weird and dim,
- Will welcome me . . . And yet, and yet
- This very wind, the winter birds
- The glory of the soft sunset,
- Come there to me in words.
- Claude McKay
- STAY, season of calm love and soulful snows!
- There is a subtle sweetness in the sun,
- The ripples on the stream's breast gaily run,
- The wind more boisterously by me blows,
- And each succeeding day now longer grows.
- The birds a gladder music have begun,
- The squirrel, full of mischief and of fun,
- From maples' topmost branch the brown twig throws.
- I read these pregnant signs, know what they mean:
- I know that thou art making ready to go.
- Oh stay! I fled a land where fields are green
- Always, and palms wave gently to and fro,
- And winds are balmy, blue brooks ever sheen,
- To ease my heart of its impassioned woe.
- Claude McKay
- (To J.
L. J. F. E.)
- TOO green the springing April grass,
- Too blue the silver-speckled sky,
- For me to linger here, alas,
- While happy winds go laughing by,
- Wasting the golden hours indoors,
- Washing windows and scrubbing floors.
- Too wonderful the April night,
- Too faintly sweet the first May flowers,
- The stars too gloriously bright,
- For me to spend the evening hours,
- When fields are fresh and streams are leaping,
- Wearied, exhausted, dully sleeping.
- Claude McKay
- ROAR of the rushing train fearfully rocking,
- Impatient people jammed in line for food,
- The rasping noise of cars together knocking,
- And worried waiters, some in ugly mood,
- Crowding into the choking pantry hole
- To call out dishes for each angry glutton
- Exasperated grown beyond control,
- From waiting for his soup or fish or mutton.
- At last the station's reached, the engine stops;
- For bags and wraps the red-caps circle round;
- From off the step the passenger lightly hops,
- And seeks his cab or tram-car homeward bound;
- The waiters pass out weary, listless, glum,
- To spend their tips on harlots, cards and rum.
- Claude McKay
- APPLAUDING youths laughed with young prostitutes
- And watched her perfect, half-clothed body sway;
- Her voice was like the sound of blended flutes
- Blown by black players upon a picnic day.
- She sang and danced on gracefully and calm,
- The light gauze hanging loose about her form;
- To me she seemed a proudly-swaying palm
- Grown lovelier for passing through a storm.
- Upon her swarthy neck black shiny curls
- Luxuriant fell; and tossing coins in praise,
- The wine-flushed, bold-eyed boys, and even the girls,
- Devoured her shape with eager, passionate gaze;
- But looking at her falsely-smiling face,
- I knew her self was not in that strange place.
- Claude McKay
- THE Dawn! The Dawn! The crimson-tinted, comes
- Out of the low still skies, over the hills,
- Manhattan's roofs and spires and cheerless domes!
- The Dawn! My spirit to its spirit thrills.
- Almost the mighty city is asleep,
- No pushing crowd, no tramping, tramping feet.
- But here and there a few cars groaning creep
- Along, above, and underneath the street,
- Bearing their strangely-ghostly burdens by,
- The women and the men of garish nights,
- Their eyes wine-weakened and their clothes awry,
- Grotesques beneath the strong electric lights.
- The shadows wane. The Dawn comes to New York.
- And I go darkly-rebel to my work.
- Claude McKay
- O WHISPER, O my soul! The afternoon
- Is waning into evening, whisper soft!
- Peace, O my rebel heart! for soon the moon
- From out its misty veil will swing aloft!
- Be patient, weary body, soon the night
- Will wrap thee gently in her sable sheet,
- And with a leaden sigh thou wilt invite
- To rest thy tired hands and aching feet.
- The wretched day was theirs, the night is mine;
- Come tender sleep, and fold me to thy breast.
- But what steals out the gray clouds like red wine?
- O dawn! O dreaded dawn! O let me rest
- Weary my veins, my brain, my life! Have pity!
- No! Once again the harsh, the ugly city.
- Claude McKay
- FOR the dim regions whence my fathers came
- My spirit, bondaged by the body, longs.
- Words felt, but never heard, my lips would frame;
- My soul would sing forgotten jungle songs.
- I would go back to darkness and to peace,
- But the great western world holds me in fee,
- And I may never hope for full release
- While to its alien gods I bend my knee.
- Something in me is lost, forever lost,
- Some vital thing has gone out of my heart,
- And I must walk the way of life a ghost
- Among the sons of earth, a thing apart;
- For I was born, far from my native clime,
- Under the white man's menace, out of time.
- Cluade McKay
- I PLUCKED my soul out of its secret place,
- And held it to the mirror of my eye,
- To see it like a star against the sky,
- A twitching body quivering in space,
- A spark of passion shining on my face.
- And I explored it to determine why
- This awful key to my infinity
- Conspires to rob me of sweet joy and grace.
- And if the sign may not be fully read,
- If I can comprehend but not control,
- I need not gloom my days with futile dread,
- Because I see a part and not the whole.
- Contemplating the strange, I'm comforted
- By this narcotic thought: I know my soul.
- Claude McKay
- THEIR shadow dims the sunshine of our day,
- As they go lumbering across the sky,
- Squawking in joy of feeling safe on high,
- Beating their heavy wings of owlish gray.
- They scare the singing birds of earth away
- As, greed-impelled, they circle threateningly,
- Watching the toilers with malignant eye,
- From their exclusive haven--birds of prey.
- They swoop down for the spoil in certain might,
- And fasten in our bleeding flesh their claws.
- They beat us to surrender weak with fright,
- And tugging and tearing without let or pause,
- They flap their hideous wings in grim delight,
- And stuff our gory hearts into their maws.
- Claude McKay
B A C K
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